Feb 10, 2008

BANG! BANG! ¡this is a stick up!

elvis has been tagged!

so here we go:

warning! i be barry white'in' it cuz all i did last night was YEEEELL!



for the forgotten but equally appreciated/present bits:

-2 pennies.
-starBURST wrapper: i'm obsessed.

all normal things like lipchap, wallet, and the celly, stay in my jacket.
go fig!

hooorah. this tag has been CUT OFF!

or not . . . let's see how jy rolls. . .

Feb 6, 2008

on a roll

so things just keep on changing.
at the beginning of the year I asked to hear a word from God, to let me know what i'm to do because the ministry, intouch, has so much to do with where i am in my spiritual life and possibly where i need to be.

today i told my group that i would be saying goodbye to the professional aspect of our relationship. we'll still be homies/fam but it will be different and i will miss a unique dynamic. but alongside the feeling of mournful assurance is a familiar emotion. excitement.

I feel like i did in my last months before i graduated from Andrews. i'm supposed to do something else with my life. offer up myself to some greater purpose where i will be able to give freely, willingly, whole-heartedly and make it all about Him. this could be the journey of a lifetime. so many little adventures but this here? dunno. it could be the platform for...dunnoooooooooo. i'm sounding all hippy-ish cuz i read this in my oswald chambers devo this morning.

"Tell God you are ready to be offered and God will prove Himself to be all you ever dreamed He would be."

of course i'm like, " ¿when homie when?" so i think it might be a while and i hope i am in fact ready for His answer.

it sounds too good to be true and mad cheesy but if it is i can only benefit from giving up self to something greater than just me. granted i'm crazy scared but... onward!...to infinity and beyond. lol.